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[26 Apr 2011|12:48am] |
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Take me to bed or lose me forever.
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[26 Apr 2011|12:04am] |
that's the way loves supposed to be
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[31 Dec 2010|12:17am] |
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It's not right but it's okay. I'm going to make it anyway. Pack your bags up and leave, don't you dare come back running to me. It's not right but it's okay. I'm going to make it anyway. Close the door behind you, leave your key. I'd rather be alone than unhappy.
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[24 Dec 2010|12:35am] |
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If you argue with him, you're looking for a fight. If you're quiet, you don't care. If you call him, you're too clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy. If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves you. If you don't fuck him, you're a tease. If you do, you're easy or a slut. You tell him your problems, he says you're irritating. If you don't, he says you don't trust him. If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, its because he "cares." If you break a promise, he doesn't trust you anymore. If he breaks it, its because he had to. If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats he wants another chance.
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[05 Dec 2010|11:53pm] |
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When I think back on these times and the dreams we left behind, I'll be glad because I was blessed to get to have you in my life. When I look back on these days, I'll look and see your face. You were right there for me.
In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky. In my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life. I'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere I am, there you'll be.
Well, you showed me how it feels to feel the sky within my reach. And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me. Your love made me make it through. Oh, I owe so much to you. You were right there for me.
In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky. In my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life. I'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere I am, there you'll be.
Because I always saw in you my light, my strength and I want to thank you now for all the ways you were right there for me. You were right there for me for always.
In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky. In my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life. I'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere I am, there you'll be.
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[05 Dec 2010|01:52am] |
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A life lived in fear is a life half lived.
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[21 Oct 2010|05:04pm] |
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Your slightest look easily will
unclose me
Though I have closed myself as
fingers,
you open always petal by petal
myself as Spring opens
touching skillfully, mysteriously
her first rose
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[13 Oct 2010|06:33pm] |
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This above all, -- to thine own self be true; and it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man.
William Shakespeare
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[04 Oct 2010|05:36pm] |
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So good to be home ...
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[04 Oct 2010|03:01pm] |
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"The hardest thing to govern is the heart."
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[03 Oct 2010|02:33am] |
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What a cliché. You couldn't keep him with your "charms" or witt, you had to get pregnant. You will never be me, no matter how hard you try. You can't buy class, no matter how much of his money you spend.
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[01 Oct 2010|10:27pm] |
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And, just when you think it's over ... it starts again.
You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything...
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[29 Sep 2010|02:14am] |
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Loving you, isn't the right thing to do. How can I ever change things that I feel? If I could, baby, I'd give you my world. How can I, when you won't take it from me? You can go your own way. Go your own way. You can call it another lonely day.
Tell me why everything turned around? Packing up, shacking up, is all you wanna do. If I could, baby, I'd give you my world. Open up, everything's waiting for you. You can go your own way. Go your own way. You can call it another lonely day.
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[26 Sep 2010|01:43am] |
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"She's just like me, no? You have affairs and she ignores it. To make love for revenge, or pain, what is that? It hurts the mind, and the soul it shrinks. Vous comprenez, moisour - the soul grows smaller. And perhaps it even dies."
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[21 Sep 2010|02:22pm] |
Who: Francis & Jhonny
What: Teddy's Visit
Where: Miami Mansion
When: 09/21/10
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[15 Sep 2010|10:23am] |
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"Set your course by the stars, not by the lights of every passing ship."
- Omar Bradley
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[14 Sep 2010|07:52pm] |
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Theodore can sleep through just about anything. I suppose since he is up most of the night, he can just sleep endlessly through the day. On Thursday we had our first game at the Superdome since winning the championship and there was a big celebration. We got there around five or six o'clock and went straight up to the box but even there it is loud and he was able to sleep through most of the pre-game celebration and then the game. Maybe, there is something about the game that sooths him? Who knows. Nevertheless, he getting me up at all hours of the night -- somewhere between three and four times a night. I get him out of his crib and rock him, put him in bed with me and he falls asleep. I think he just hates being alone. I've gotten a bassinet for my room, see if that works better. We'll see tonight.
I've dyed my hair. Kinda. It's just a temporary color. Trying it out. I'm not sure how much I like it. Julienne says she isn' too fond of it but I needed something new. A change. As if I haven't had enough already, right? She thinks it makes me look old. Here is a picture she snapped before the game.
I'm thinking of disconnecting my phone. Why? Because, otherwise ... I will be sitting around, waiting for my phone to go off and on the other end there be a screaming fit. At least ... that's what I'm expecting. My brother is going to flip. Louise can be a complete fucking asshole, though, so I'm almost not caring. TMZ needs to mind their fucking business and stop flipping my world upside down. They've done enough. Dinner is a crime. Friends are a sin. Fun is a travesty.
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[01 Sep 2010|11:24pm] |
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I love you ... You don't know the meaning of the word. You can love, perhaps for a year, a month, a day, even for an hour. And in that hour I do believe you love as well and deeply ... as any man. But after that hour, you love not! You love another, and then another. Your love is most generous where it is most hurtful.
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